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Alarming rate of suicides in peaceful Northern Uganda

“We later learnt that they went from house to house in Katikati as
well, taking all boys and girls around your age with them. They
said that the rebels would train the children to fight. Train them
to lure other children. Join the big war to save the Acholi. Oust
the government. Overthrow Museveni’s government. We didn’t
know what that meant. We didn’t want to ask anyone. What we
knew was that we didn’t want our children to get involved in that

war.”

 

Thousands of families in northern Uganda recognize themselves in the words of writer Beatrice Lamwaka. The region, which had for some twenty years been terrorized by the Lord’s Resistance Army, is now afflicted in peacetime by an unusually high number of suicides. Silence is a national character trait of the northern residents. It proved not to be a solution for trauma.

Lamwaka describes in Butterfly Dreams the return of a teen, abducted by the Lord’s Resistance Army (LRA) which had kidnapped more than 20,000 children and transformed them into killing machines. The short story is based on the abduction and return of her 13 year-old brother. He never talked about his experiences. His family did not ask. They also did not tell him that his Tipu, his soul, had been buried according to tradition.  Everyone assumed he was dead. This was to happen two years later when he died of pneumonia.

“We, Acholi, do not talk about what others know. Nobody wants to talk about a child who had been kidnapped. Such a child was a killer.” says the 35 year old writer about her people which form the majority tribe in northern Uganda.

The LRA left Uganda some five years ago in a significantly reduced number, and moved to the Central African Republic and Congo. The people left the displaced camps in which they had gathered for protection and tried to resume their lives. But that proves not to be easy.

In 2012 more than fifty people took their lives in and around the town of Gulu, a region of 400.000 inhabitants. “We fear that the number is twice as high. Families prefer to keep it secret because suicide is a taboo in our culture,” said Francisco Watdok Awori, a local councillor who helped with research into the suicides. “Last year it was more or less the same number, usually people aged between 25 and 40 years.” Research shows that trauma, poverty and alcohol abuse are the main reasons for suicides or attempts.

B LamwakaBeatrice Lamwaka

Writer Lamwaka often wonders how her brother’s life would have been if he had not died. “Would he have been able to leave the LRA experience behind him? Would he go through life traumatized?”

Judy sits on a wooden stool under a cluster of banana trees. Her three year old son plays at her feet. There are no toys because the family is too poor. The 24 year old mother had recently jumped off a bridge into a river. A passerby had rescued her; that was not what she intended.

“Now I have to pluck the courage to live again. I have no future. I do not want anymore.” she says.  She is not able to banish the memories of the LRA period from her mind. She was never abducted, but cannot shake off the years of living in constant fear. “A couple of times I saw human bones when I went to fetch water or gather wood. Bones tell a story of the past. Then I can’t sleep because I get so scared again.”

Gulu is only nine miles away, easy to walk. But Judy has no idea that professional help exists there for trauma victims. A traditional healer told her that she was possessed by spirits which he could not chase away. The church disappointed her as well. A priest whom she told about her despair advised her to go home and focus on raising her child. Her husband had also unsuccessfully tried to commit suicide. When will they make another attempt?

The father of Beatrice Lamwaka was proud of her after he had read the story, but he never mentioned the content.

Ten minutes walk from Judy’s house Okello is working up a sweat. He bakes mud bricks in the sun. The pit next to his house from where he digs out the clay is deep. Okello has to dig deeper because he does not own more land than where his home stands, and where the pit lies.

His brother hanged himself a few months ago from a tree because he did not know how to go on with life. He neglected his children and battered his wife until one day she walked away. He could not keep off the booze. “We had a large piece of land before we went to live in a camp for displaced people because it was safer. After the peace we returned, but our land had been fenced and expropriated by someone from the capital city Kampala”, says Okello (42) sitting on a tree stump. He scrapes some dried mud from his leg with a few twigs. The land was owned for generations by his family, but papers of ownership were never acquired.  Such a document was hardly in possession of anyone in the rural areas of the north. Okello is too poor to institute a lawsuit in an effort to retrieve his land.

The brick maker firmly believes that his brother would still be alive if they had not lost their land. “He could have grown vegetables and bananas. He would not have felt so useless.”

Okello takes care of the five children from his brother. He himself has three children. His wife has also left him. “I had a habit of blaming her for all the ills in our lives. One day she just about had enough and disappeared” he says.  The role of a sole parent is tough for him.  He acknowledges that it is not easy to raise the kids. He admits that the children especially those of his brother are unruly and out of control.

The author of Butterfly Dreams, which was nominated last year for the best short story in the countries of the Commonwealth, has never lived in a camp herself. An uncle took her to the Ugandan capital Kampala to go to school. “I try sometimes to imagine what would have become of me if I had ended up in a camp for displaced, and had become totally dependent on aid agencies.”

There were numerous aid and development organisations in Gulu during the time the LRA terrorised northern Uganda.  Now in peace time only a few are present. When the LRA left the region, the aid workers also packed their bags and travelled to other hotspots in the world. The Acholi are left to apparently damp down themselves.

Uganda has 29 psychiatrists, most of which work in Kampala. Only one is practicing in Gulu and teaches at the same time at the local university. The investigation into the suicides by local authorities shows that most people are not aware that there are people like psychiatrists and psychologists who are trained to help patients with mental problems.

Psychiatrists warn of copycat suicides by children. “I fear that there will be no quick end to this wave of suicides. Rapid action is needed to prevent more”, says Professor Raymond Odokonyero, a psychiatrist.  He believes the solution lies in stationing psychotherapists in the Gulu area to identify possible suicides and threats.  They would be the ones that can identify potential suicides and take action. “It is clear that the departure from the camps did not end the problem”, concludes the psychiatrist.

For such a large-scale action lots of government money is required. But the budget of the Ministry of Health has recently been reduced which resulted in hospitals lacking medicines. Mental health is not on the priority list of the ministry.

On top of it all more than 12 million Euro, raised by donor countries for the reconstruction of the north, has disappeared within the extremely corrupt Ugandan government apparatus. Foreign governments suspended financial support to the government as a retribution. Some Ugandan officials have been transferred and the minister has apologized. But money remains not forthcoming.

The north is underdeveloped in comparison with the rest of the country. The roads are extremely bad, the houses are crumbling and electricity is for the most part lacking. Northerners believe they are deliberately forgotten by the government of President Yoweri Museveni.

Acholi constituted the bulk of the army under President Milton Obote, the dictatorial leader who was driven out by Museveni in 1986.  Obote’s army was guilty of heinous war crimes against civilians. The population in the North is convinced that they would be marginalized out of revenge.

Writer Lamwaka fears that the frustration and dissatisfaction with the situation in the north could lead to an outbreak of violence.

Gulu fietsenmakerijBicycle repair 

On the outskirts of Gulu along the road that leads to Kampala, a man tinkers with a bicycle under the shade of a tree. Some youths are idly sitting in the grass and watching the man repair the bicycle. Their eyes are blurry. “Home-made alcohol or drugs,” mutters the bicycle repairer. “They have nothing to do. No education and no chance of a job.”

A boy walks up with a squeaky wheelbarrow filled with sugarcane. The youngsters wake from their slumber and get up. For some coins they buy a piece of sugarcane and start chewing and sucking. “That chases away my hunger pangs”, says an almost toothless young man.

An approaching truck slaloms between potholes and asphalt rocks.  One of the youths, half joking, half serious, jumps up and stands in the middle of the road. “Come, come! Make me flat”, he yells.  The bicycle repairer quickly grabs him by the arm and pulls him to the side. He does not say a word, just shakes his head.

Beatrice Lamwaka still keeps writing about the events in the north to chase away her own trauma.  She knows however that the memories will always hurt. “I need and want to write about it because no one else does. They accuse me of village literature, but I consider it as history which we must not forget.”

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I have been since 1993 in Africa, first in South Africa and since 1996 based in Kenya. My work as an Africa correspondent for amongst others the Dutch daily Trouw, the German newspaper TAZ, several radio stations and magazines has brought me from the east to the west and from the south to the north of the continent. All aspects of Africa, be it politics, economics, culture or ecology has my interest. I have written a book on Kenya, which is a guide to get to know the country. Currently I also work as a trainer of mainly young African colleagues who want to do the best job in the world.

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